So as crazy, and even fearful of the answer as I might have felt in that moment I asked him. The next thing
that happened did nothing short of shock me.
The easy way to explain this is that I was relaxing, perhaps one might call it day dreaming while sitting in my
car in the parking lot of a local retailer, and the memory of a story of someone being healed supernaturally of
cancer by looking at a picture and then an image of a couple of my products
(literally at least 1 of the t-shirts, and at least 1 of the
coffee mugs, with an image
from a then future product line on them) and
a connection between the two suggesting that God wanted to use my products,
and the artwork I on them specifically for healing.
I'm not saying there will be some crazy or supernatural healing for any person who looks at
my artwork, I certainly wish...after all how would that not
be the coolest super power for a t-shirt to have ever? Seriously I can't figure out how that
wouldn't be cool...Even if he would never actually do that with my art
just the idea that he might want to something even remotely like that is so amazing my first reaction to even
just the thought of it was to want to shout it from the roof tops even though I would also be the first person
to admit it sounds like something totally nuts.
However there is no possible way my artwork could ever do that without
an act of God that would sound even crazier being involved. It's not my descsion if someone gets healed for
looking at my artwork, it's a descsion made by the divine.
What I am saying is that in fact a fear when I asked Jesus about this was actually that he would tell me that
my artwork didn't fit in his economic model, and he wanted me to give it
up to do something else that would kill me a little bit each moment I spent doing it, and take away everything
good in my life for as long as I spent on this plain of existance, with the only possible releif from the
misery being death. For me the real shock was as much as anything else that he didn't tell me what I feared
hearing most.
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